Journeys are not always about forward progress

Within this blog, it seems like I'm always writing about the positive things that happen along my weight loss journey.  There is a VERY good reason for that, I suppose... after all, this journey IS mostly filled with good stuff.  However, like any journey, this weight loss adventure has its ups and downs, and if I didn't share it ALL, I wouldn't be telling the whole story.

This past weekend, I went out of town.  I did NOT eat like the old, fat me would have, but I DID eat a bunch of stuff that I shouldn't have.  I worked out, but not as HARD as I should have.  I came home and was tired and lonely, and ate some MORE stuff that I shouldn't have.  Results?  Plus 7 (yes, seven) pounds on the scale.

What was I thinking?  How could I DO such a thing?  Not only have I set myself back a WHOLE bunch, but I have disrespected and disappointed my friend and trainer who racks his brain daily to find a way to help me lose just one more pound...just one more pound.

So...on top of beating myself up for being so stupid and disrespecful of my body and trainer, I have been banned from training with him until I get my weight back where it was.  Some might find this harsh or even counterproductive, but it is probably just the medicine that I need.

I'm gonna' work at this and get it right.  I am a food addict, and this is not easy for me, but I WILL work at it and I WILL get it right.

Cheer for me, pray for me, even learn from me if you like!  I will keep everyone posted and I WILL get back to where I deserve to TrainWithAdam---you'll see!